30 frågor om 2015

Såg denna artikeln på Buzzfeed och tänkte svara på frågorna, kanske fler av er vill ♥
LÄNK -------> http://www.buzzfeed.com/mackenziekruvant/new-years-questions#.ngNMwv7Zk

FRÅGORNA:

Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!1. What did you do this year that you’re proud of?
2. Who did you meet this year that inspired you?
3. What did you read that you think bettered you?
4. What are songs that you will always hear and think of this year even when you’re listening on some contraption that hasn’t even been invented yet?
5. What were some times that you laughed so hard you could barely breathe?
6. What were your favorite movies? Not what was good, not what you had to see because of your friends or the media. What were your favorites?
7. What are some fears that you had at the beginning of the year that you overcame?
8. What were quotes that you loved this year?
9. What are ways that you exercised self care?
10. What are things you want to see more of next year?
11. What are five things you did that you never thought you’d actually do?
12. What were your favorite things this year?
13. What are the most important things you learned this year?
14. What is your favorite photo from this year?
15. What are five things you want to say to people you love?
16. What are some places where you feel true joy in your life?
17. Where do you feel most yourself?
18. What were your favorite meals?
19. How did you calm yourself in times of stress?
20. What are some compliments that you received that deeply affected you?
21. Who are people that you believe are bringing out the best in you?
22. What items of clothing did you buy that felt the most you?
23. What are you excited about leaving behind in 2015?
24. What are five things that you were hard on yourself about but would never have been hard on a friend if they were experiencing it?
25. What are the best pieces of advice you heard this year?
26. What are the best pieces of advice you gave this year?
27. What things have you been putting off doing because you didn’t have time?
28. What are some things you’d like to focus and work on in the next year?
29. What are the best parts of you that you feel really showed through this year?
30. What are your biggest hopes for 2016?

MINA SVAR!

Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!1. I Met new friends who mean a lot to me ♥
2. Johanna, Alicia and Klara
3. Ginny00s blogg tbh
4. Anything Halsey
5. When I was in Sthlm and had a sleepover with my cousins ♥
6. Iside Out, it helped me a lot
7. Meeting new peope
8. Du blir inte lyckligare av att äta mindre
Du blir inte lyckligare av att svälta dig själv
Du blir inte lyckligare av att avstå från socker
Du blir inte lyckligare av att titta på bilder från när du var smalast
Du blir inte lyckligare av ett thigh gap
Du blir inte lyckligare av pinnsmala ben
Du blir inte lyckligare av magrutor
Du blir inte lyckligare av att hoppa över måltider
Du blir inte lyckligare av att hata dig själv ~ Ginny00 (hehe, stalkade din blogg litegrann)
9. I started taking baths to meditate once in a while
10. Go meet people from this wonderful website
11. Went to a Convention, met my best friends, stay up all night laughing, got an A on my story in english, Went to Wizarding world of Harry Potter
12. Orlando, Liseberg, Firebolt
13. Sometimes life get rough and people let you down but that's okay bc there's always someone to help you out
14.

15. I love you, You are the best human on earth, You help me, I will buy you chocolate if you are sad, You are amazing
16. My country house ♥
17. -||-
18. Pizza in Orlando
19. I take a bath or Read Harry Potter
20. "är det du som är hängselbyxor?" "omg, wow, jag visste inte att du skulle komma!", "omg har alltid velat träffa dig!", det kan låta cheesy men ni människor på FB som sa så gjorde min dag och fick mig att inte ge upp hoppet ♥
21. Alicia, Klara, Tovz, Chiara, Hisham
22. Min ravenclaw tröja ♥
23. The last six months
24. - Choosing not to answer this one bc it's too personal
25. Same as the quote above
26. Don't give up on people just because of one thing, everyone deserves a second chance
27. Traveling and hiking
28. Drawing
29. My creativity and wierdness
30. To go to more concerts and try to belive in myself

Hoppas at ni vill svara på frågorna och att ni får ett underbart 2016 ♥

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1 jan, 2016 20:38

Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!Jag tycker det känns opersonligt att svara på engelska, som att jag försöker spela en roll…. så jag svarar på svenska! Eller svengelska ibland.

1. What did you do this year that you’re proud of?
Jag avslutade det jag älskade mest av allt för att jag älskade det för mycket och skulle må dåligt av det i längden. Jag trodde aldrig jag skulle klara det och jag var väldigt ledsen, men det kändes ändå så rätt. Jag är stolt att jag klarar av att göra en sådan sak och inte faller offer för självutplåning. Det ledde faktiskt till att jag kunde återuppta det några månader senare när känslorna svalnat!
Har kommit ut till massa olika människor att jag är transman & bög också!

2. Who did you meet this year that inspired you?
Det var egentligen flera personer, men de har samma starka övertygelse om hur en bättre värld ska skapas och en kämparglöd att verkligen göra något åt det.

3. What did you read that you think bettered you?
Jag har läst mycket om retorik, konflikthantering, samtalstekniker och härskartekniker. Det är väl inget som förbättrat mig på djupet direkt, men ibland kan hur man framför något och förhåller sig till andra gå ut över ens värderingar och vad man försöker få fram också. Jag är ingen expert men jag är glad att jag har med mig vissa verktyg som kanske gör mig till en vettigare person att diskutera med. Tyvärr är mycket av det lättare sagt än gjort.

4. What are songs that you will always hear and think of this year even when you’re listening on some contraption that hasn’t even been invented yet?
- Little Apple, covern som 小M 蕭 har gjort
- We are the Crystal Gems, Steven Universe-introt
- Start wearing purple av Gogol Bordello
- Lyrisk sång, av Wysotsky (den svenska texten)
- Emelies visa, sången från Tordyveln flyger i skymningen
- Det kommer aldrig vara över för mig, Håkan Hellström
- Pretty Girl, Eric Clapton

5. What were some times that you laughed so hard you could barely breathe?
När jag och min ”kramkompis” utforskade ”att kramas” tillsammans (detta är inte 15+forumet)

6. What were your favorite movies? Not what was good, not what you had to see because of your friends or the media. What were your favorites?
”Be kind, rewind”! ♥ Jag älskar den, jag trodde det skulle vara en korkad dumkomedi och det var det OCKSÅ, men den var så härligt inspirerande och vacker utöver det! Jag älskade den jättemycket! Tycker om när en film kan vara så skilda saker samtidigt och faktiskt få det att funka.

7. What are some fears that you had at the beginning of the year that you overcame?
Var rädd för att dejta, men det har jag gjort en del. Rädd för att öppna mig själv på scen, men jag har gjort alltfirån att läsa upp min egen poesi till att hålla föreläsning om mina transerfarenheter och även utforskat standup.

8. What were quotes that you loved this year?
"I love my vagina, because it has changed my life. It's so funny for me to say that, because I hated it for such a long time. To actually feel connected to a part of your body you despised for so long is super empowering. I feel like it has some kind of magical powers.”
- Buck Angel

9. What are ways that you exercised self care?
Jag har mediterat mycket, inte fallit offer för självutplåning, sänkt pressen på mig själv i mina studier när jag mått psykiskt dåligt, försökt ta lättare på mina misstag.

10. What are things you want to see more of next year?
Besvarad kärlek is all I ever ask for. Åh, snälla. Jag har aldrig fått uppleva det i hela mitt 30-åriga liv. Snälla låt det bli min tur snart

11. What are five things you did that you never thought you’d actually do?
Testa standup
Göra sexdebut
Ha en KK
Hålla föredrag
Överväga att skaffa katt

12. What were your favorite things this year?
Att kunna släppa någon annan så fysiskt nära vilket gjorde att sista biten till att landa helt och fullt i min kropp föll på plats. Att så många jag tycker om kom på mitt föredrag.

13. What are the most important things you learned this year?
Att inte slösa energi på folk som inte förtjänar det.
Att det är svårt att vara feminist

14. What is your favorite photo from this year?
Ett foto på mig och en högt älskad vän när vi egentligen var rätt besvikna över en grej, men vi ler och solstrålarna lyser så vackert ner på oss!

15. What are five things you want to say to people you love?
Den kärlek och tacksamhet jag känner är alldeles för stor för att bekläda med ord.

16. What are some places where you feel true joy in your life?
- Helsingborg (hela staden)
- Mitt rum i kollektivet för jag har inrett så fint
- I TV-soffan med en av mina bästa vänner/roomie
- Min kk’s säng : )
- Brygga 10 på Ribban i Malmö på sommaren
- Hemma hos mina föräldrar & hundar

17. Where do you feel most yourself?
När jag är med mina nära och kära, fysisk plats är inte så viktigt

18. What were your favorite meals?
Kidneybönbiffar med rökt paprikakrydda.
Sushi-buffé!
Zuchhini- och auberginerullar på planka

19. How did you calm yourself in times of stress?
Meditation, promenader, onani, broderi, teckning, skrivande, harpspelande, sång, vänner

20. What are some compliments that you received that deeply affected you?
Att jag är fin och kommer vara saknad. Att det är jätteroligt att ligga med mig, tydligen xD Att jag är den bästa praktikant min senaste praktikplats haft, att min introvertism faktiskt uppskattades. Att jag är så söt att jag måste ha ramlat i en honungsburk som liten. Att jag är underbart konstig.

21. Who are people that you believe are bringing out the best in you?
Mina nära & kära I guess?

22. What items of clothing did you buy that felt the most you?
Jag har upptäckt att jag älskar västar. Second hand-västar. Second hand-kläder i största allmänhet.

23. What are you excited about leaving behind in 2015?
Min handledare på min första praktikplats som var en riktig översittare. Bråket då flera i klassen vände sig emot mig och ingen öppet ställde sig på min sida fastän de lååångt i efterhand sa att de hållit med mig, tack för stödet liksom. Alla nobbningar och grusade kärleksförhoppningar. Att jag slösade massa energi och tid på folk som inte förtjänade det, att jag inte vågade lita till min intuition. Mitt ensamma, totalt misslyckade 30-årsfirande.

24. What are five things that you were hard on yourself about but would never have been hard on a friend if they were experiencing it?
Att jag hoppades på besvarad kärlek in i det sista fastän allt talade emot det. Alla småfel jag gjorde på jobbet. Att jag inte fick så höga betyg som jag hoppats på en del prov. Att jag lovat att hjälpa till på en standup-klubb men ställde in p.g.a. att jag ville gå på en spelning med min dåvarande dejts band men sen nobbade min dejt mig dagen innan spelningen så det slutade med att jag bara satt hemma hela den kvällen och var ledsen istället.

25. What are the best pieces of advice you heard this year?
Många har sagt många bra saker till mig, som att det är okej att vara ledsen och att jag inte måste vara stark… men mycket jag tagit åt mig har nog varit mer indirekt. Jag fick t.ex. veta att jag är väldigt svårflirtad. Det är en väldigt givande insikt att ha.

26. What are the best pieces of advice you gave this year?
Att kändiscrushar, ftm-porr och mens är vägen till kroppsacceptans… typ xD (detta stod jag och sa inför en fullsatt lokal med folk, jag är inte riktigt klok) Att man inte måste vara så jävla originell till att börja med, det blir det sedan ändå när man adderar sin personliga krydda till det icke-originella

27. What things have you been putting off doing because you didn’t have time?
Skriva material till min förhoppningsvis upcoming standup-karriär. Bakgrundsarbete till min fantasy-trilogi. Baka matbröd.

28. What are some things you’d like to focus and work on in the next year?
Samtalsaktivism. Stå upp för mig själv och det jag tror på. Mindre press och prestationsångest. Standup. Kärlek. Fysisk och mental träning. Politisk aktivism. Tyska. Matlagning. Köpa mer västar på Second Hand. Sluta kasta pärlor till svin.

29. What are the best parts of you that you feel really showed through this year?
Min känslighet. Mitt mod. Min tramsighet. Min vackra kropp : )

30. What are your biggest hopes for 2016?
Att jag hittar kärleken! Och komma igång med standup på riktigt!

1 jan, 2016 23:53

Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!
1. What did you do this year that you’re proud of? Jag tog emot hjälp för min ångest.
2. Who did you meet this year that inspired you? Hela min d&d grupp.
3. What did you read that you think bettered you? Harry Potter
4. What are songs that you will always hear and think of this year even when you’re listening on some contraption that hasn’t even been invented yet? Airhorns
5. What were some times that you laughed so hard you could barely breathe? Eh well, they were funny?
6. What were your favorite movies? Not what was good, not what you had to see because of your friends or the media. What were your favorites? Dallas buyers club.
7. What are some fears that you had at the beginning of the year that you overcame? Att ångest skulle ta slut på mig.
8. What were quotes that you loved this year? "But what about potato?"
9. What are ways that you exercised self care? Kbt behandling.
10. What are things you want to see more of next year? Lycka och glädje
11. What are five things you did that you never thought you’d actually do? Söka hjälp, bli sjukskriven, prata med psykolog, sluta på jobbet, bli moster igen.
12. What were your favorite things this year? Not jag blev moster, igen.
13. What are the most important things you learned this year? Det är okej att bli rädd.
14. What is your favorite photo from this year? Det är ett på mig och systersonen.
15. What are five things you want to say to people you love? Tack! Jag älskar er, massor!
16. What are some places where you feel true joy in your life? Hemma hos min lillasyster eller hemma hos mig själv.
17. Where do you feel most yourself? Hemma.
18. What were your favorite meals? Middag!
19. How did you calm yourself in times of stress? Genom andningsövningar!
20. What are some compliments that you received that deeply affected you? "Du ser friskare ut"
21. Who are people that you believe are bringing out the best in you? Mitt d&d party, syskonbarnen och vissa här på mugglis.
22. What items of clothing did you buy that felt the most you? Harry Potter pyjamas!
23. What are you excited about leaving behind in 2015? Min ångest!
24. What are five things that you were hard on yourself about but would never have been hard on a friend if they were experiencing it? Fem saker? Ångesten, stressen, utseende, vikt och självkänsla.
25. What are the best pieces of advice you heard this year? Andas.
26. What are the best pieces of advice you gave this year? Andas.
27. What things have you been putting off doing because you didn’t have time? Mina studier.
28. What are some things you’d like to focus and work on in the next year? Mina studier.
29. What are the best parts of you that you feel really showed through this year? Min öppenhet.
30. What are your biggest hopes for 2016?Att göra allt redo för min examen 2017.

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2 jan, 2016 11:52

Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!1. What did you do this year that you’re proud of?
Började plugga. Säkert fler saker jag är stolt över men just nu är hjärnan seg och orkar inte komma på något mer. ^^

2. Who did you meet this year that inspired you?
Christer Fuglesang! Eller jag träffade honom inte direkt, det var mer att jag såg honom, haha.

3. What did you read that you think bettered you?
Öhm... ingen aning.

4. What are songs that you will always hear and think of this year even when you’re listening on some contraption that hasn’t even been invented yet?
Jag vet inte. (Så jäkla inspirerande svar jag har)

5. What were some times that you laughed so hard you could barely breathe?
Med mina nya vänner.

6. What were your favorite movies? Not what was good, not what you had to see because of your friends or the media. What were your favorites?
Svår fråga... Terminator typ.

7. What are some fears that you had at the beginning of the year that you overcame?
Att prata mer inför folk. Inga folkmassor direkt, men ändå.

8. What were quotes that you loved this year?
Jag lägger aldrig sånt på minnet. Jag läser och tänker "shit, vad bra" men sen glömmer jag bort. ^^

9. What are ways that you exercised self care?
Fan vad djupt allt ska vara. Jag vet inte, jag har väl typ unnat mig själv massa prylar.

10. What are things you want to see more of next year?
Mer bra betyg, mer aktiviteter som har med mina intressen att göra, mer djur.

11. What are five things you did that you never thought you’d actually do?
Har nog inte fem grejer. Kommer faktiskt inte på en enda. Grejen är att jag kanske hade svårt för saker, men det var inget jag trodde att jag ALDRIG skulle göra.

12. What were your favorite things this year?
Alla djur jag träffat.

13. What are the most important things you learned this year?
Orkar inte pressa hjärnan att komma på något.

14. What is your favorite photo from this year?
HAHAHA, måste vara fotot från min födelsedag när jag tar tårta. Mina ben såg ut att vara typ 5 cm långa. Skrattade sönder när jag såg det.

15. What are five things you want to say to people you love?
Vilken jobbig fråga. Orkar inte.

16. What are some places where you feel true joy in your life?
Skogen, stallet, hemma.

17. Where do you feel most yourself?
Hemma med mig själv.

18. What were your favorite meals?
Pizza, tacos, typ allt annat vegetariskt.

19. How did you calm yourself in times of stress?
Löste korsord.

20. What are some compliments that you received that deeply affected you?
Jag får aldrig några komplimanger. Hårt men sant.

21. Who are people that you believe are bringing out the best in you?
Familjen, vännerna.

22. What items of clothing did you buy that felt the most you?
Öhm... Svarta kläder. ^^

23. What are you excited about leaving behind in 2015?
Vet inte.

24. What are five things that you were hard on yourself about but would never have been hard on a friend if they were experiencing it?
Måste det vara så många grejer? Tar en: Att jag fick "bara" G på en kurs.

25. What are the best pieces of advice you heard this year?
Orkar inte komma på såhär på beställning.

26. What are the best pieces of advice you gave this year?
HAHAHA, skit i vad andra tycker. Nej, men jag vet inte.

27. What things have you been putting off doing because you didn’t have time?
Tid och tid vet jag inte, men grejer jag skulle vilja göra mer är skjuta pilbåge, rida och plugga.

28. What are some things you’d like to focus and work on in the next year?
Typ att hålla på mer med mina intressen.

29. What are the best parts of you that you feel really showed through this year?
Oj då... kanske att jag kan vara normal när jag måste.

30. What are your biggest hopes for 2016?
Att jag inte stressar upp mig allt för mycket.

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2 jan, 2016 14:49

Ah vad roligt! Älskar sånna här, kommer att skriva på engelska dock.

Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!1. What did you do this year that you’re proud of?
-I finally stopped putting others before myself and did what I wanted not what others wanted me to do. I realized that I have to take care of myself first and foremost.

2. Who did you meet this year that inspired you?
-This year i met my amazing datemate/crush/best friend who pushed me into doing things which i was scared of doing, like coming out and accepting myself. I couldn't be more thankful towards them.

3. What did you read that you think bettered you?
-Does texts count? If so then i read wonderful texts from my friends who made me feel like i mattered. Otherwise I read "Som eld which is such an amazing book who normalizes same sex relationships is such a gorgeous way. It was actually my datemate/crush who recommended it.

4. What are songs that you will always hear and think of this year even when you’re listening on some contraption that hasn’t even been invented yet?
-Oh boy are there some songs
Specrum by Boyinaband ft. Cryaotic and Minx
Don't mess with me by Temposhark
Dragon age 2 tavern music
Ugly by Nicole Dollaganger
And pretty much every Bo Burnham song

5. What were some times that you laughed so hard you could barely breathe?
-Usually when spending time with my drama group, before our lessons we sit for three hours just waiting for out lesson to start. I have some of my fondest memories sitting outside of that lecture hall with them.

6. What were your favorite movies? Not what was good, not what you had to see because of your friends or the media. What were your favorites?
-I watched Totoro with some of my friends and while I wasn't overwhelmed my the greatness of the movie it was the setting that made it to an unforgettable experience.

7. What are some fears that you had at the beginning of the year that you overcame?
-I was so scared that people would find out that I liked people of more than one gender but now I realize that I don't really care any longer. I'd proudly hold hands with whomever I choose to date in public and don't care what weird looks we'd get.

8. What were quotes that you loved this year?
-"Shrek is so much more!" Said by one of my friends and we constantly remind her that she said that. Also what JK Rowling said about the black Hermione, not really a quote but still.

9. What are ways that you exercised self care?
-I put my needs before other peoples, obviously not in dangerous or ridiculous situations but in situations where others wanted to force me in to doing things i did not want to.

10. What are things you want to see more of next year?
-Give me representation! I want more POC characters on tv and in movies, who are not their countries stereotypes. I want the entire LGBT+ community represented, I just want it to not be so alienated and recognized as actual things.

11. What are five things you did that you never thought you’d actually do?
-Break up with my sort of long time girlfriend.
Stand up to my mother when she's being racist/homophobic/transphobic etc.
Enjoy cooking dinner once in a while.
Change my room completely.
Tell my mother about my anxiety issues (which did nothing to help since she still thinks I'm being ridiculous, but I did it.)

12. What were your favorite things this year?
-Hanging out with my friends at my datemate's/cruch's place hands down. I have so many lovely memories from there.

13. What are the most important things you learned this year?
-That self care is extremely important and that you should't be ashamed for choosing to take care of yourself first.

14. What is your favorite photo from this year?
-It's either a picture of my entire drama group laughing in our costumes for Alice in wonderland or a picture which i found in my datemate's/crush's phone of a picture of them when they where younger, had it as my lockscreen for a while.

15. What are five things you want to say to people you love?
-To my friends that I don't know how I ever functioned without them.
To my mom that she needs to listen to me and try to understand that we are different.
To my brother that I will always have his back, no matter what happens.
To my cousins that if they ever need to talk to the family outcast that I'm here for them and that I'm sorry about the things I've previously thought.
To my grandpa that I love him so much and that it makes my day whenever I get to see him.

16. What are some places where you feel true joy in your life?
At conventions, probably cliche but I feel true happiness whenever I arrive at a convention. To just be able to let go and forget about the drags of being me and be someone else, even if just for a weekend it's heaven and I wouldn't trade the feeling for the world. Also on my boat, nothing quite like the feeling of sitting on the front singing your lungs out while you rush forward without a care in the world.

17. Where do you feel most yourself?
-At home in my room probably, Or perhaps during drama class. Ironic considering that you play another role on stage.

18. What were your favorite meals?
-Chicken in all shapes definitely. Or perhaps chinese take out, but definitely chicken.

19. How did you calm yourself in times of stress?
-Listen to music or draw. Or both at the same time usually.

20. What are some compliments that you received that deeply affected you?
-Well people in my class often tell my how "slay" my eyebrows are but the one that affected me deeply was actually by on of my closest friends who had walked in on my singing to myself (as I often do when I'm alone) she said something along the lines of "I heard someone playing [insert song I've forgotten here] but I'd rather listen to you sing."

21. Who are people that you believe are bringing out the best in you?
-The majority of people in my drama class, my best friends and my datemate/crush all make me so incredibly happy and comfortable with myself

22. What items of clothing did you buy that felt the most you?
-I bought several pairs of jeans all of which I am still very happy about but the purchase that felt the most "me" was a hat/beanie which i didn't even buy and it's actually my moms but i feel so incredibly comfortable in it and it also helps with my dysphoria since it hides my hair really well which few hats do.

23. What are you excited about leaving behind in 2015?
-The feeling of forcing myself to hang out with my (ex) girlfriend, it isn't that I didn't like her since we're still very good friends but I felt like i needed to see her just because we were dating.

24. What are five things that you were hard on yourself about but would never have been hard on a friend if they were experiencing it?
-Social interaction issues.
Not feeling any motivation to do anything anymore.
Not feeling comfortable wearing what I want.
Having no idea what to do with my life.
Felling like you always eat too much/too little.

25. What are the best pieces of advice you heard this year?
-"Fuck them and fuck what they think, you'll never even meet any of them again so what's stopping you from having fun?" Said by my dearest friend in a time of need for me to come out of my shell.

26. What are the best pieces of advice you gave this year?
-I don't think it's up to me to judge that but I'd assume it was "Why do you keep on doing this? It serves no purpose so just sit your ass down and ignore him. He's not worth your time." Said to one of my friends when she was getting a bit to upset about a boy who used to bully her in 3rd grade.

27. What things have you been putting off doing because you didn’t have time?
Reading more and trying new sports.

28. What are some things you’d like to focus and work on in the next year?
-I want to read more, I miss reading real books and not just fanfiction online.

29. What are the best parts of you that you feel really showed through this year?
-My way with words and my patience of steel.

30. What are your biggest hopes for 2016?
-Less stress but also more productivity

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27 feb, 2016 00:59

Vissa svar blev på svenska, vissa svar blev på engelska. Whoopsie.

Spoiler:
Tryck här för att visa!1. What did you do this year that you’re proud of?
Att jag har börjat våga prata mer med människor irl - särskilt på konvent och liknande. Det är jag något så in i stolt över.

2. Who did you meet this year that inspired you?
I don't really think I met anyone that inspired me, at least not only one. I did, however, meet a few people that I think inspired me a lot.

3. What did you read that you think bettered you?
2015 har antagligen varit det året då jag har läst mindre än vad jag någonsin gjort, så jag vet verkligen inte.

4. What are songs that you will always hear and think of this year even when you’re listening on some contraption that hasn’t even been invented yet?
Wow, this is a pretty hard question, and honestly, I don't know. I more conect songs to special events than to a whole year, so to speak.

5. What were some times that you laughed so hard you could barely breathe?
En av gångerna som jag kommer ihåg väldigt starkt var med min Waifu. Vi låg på hennes säng och jag bara skrattade; kunde inte sluta. En annan gång var på Gotland med min familj. Det är dock inte ofta sådana saker händer.

6. What were your favorite movies? Not what was good, not what you had to see because of your friends or the media. What were your favorites?
Antagligen Carol, eller Les Miserables. Jag älskar drama så :3

7. What are some fears that you had at the beginning of the year that you overcame?
Människor.

8. What were quotes that you loved this year?
Antagligen ett citat från en av mina kompisar (eller hennes pappa rättare sagt). "Ät corny så blir du horny."

9. What are ways that you exercised self care?
Bestämde mig för att gå till psykolog. Det är nog den största.

10. What are things you want to see more of next year?
Cosplay, definitely.

11. What are five things you did that you never thought you’d actually do?
Oh shit, that's a hard one. But I'll have to say talking to new people, kiss someone, trusting first one person and then two people, and umh.. One final... Break my toe?

12. What were your favorite things this year?
Cosplaying YumiKuri with my Waifu, probably. Also taking part in a panel at a con, that was great.

13. What are the most important things you learned this year?
The fact that I can talk without embarrassing myself - people won't start to hate me. Also the fact that I can be myself around pretty much everyone I know.

14. What is your favorite photo from this year?
Ett foto som jag tog på Gotland; det föreställer solnedgången som reflekteras i havet. Skitfint med skuggorna och allt.

15. What are five things you want to say to people you love?
Well, for starters, I definitely do not want to say the same things to everyone, hence it'll be different things for different people.
My cat: I love you so much, cutie. Please stop being sick during 2016 ;n;
Waifu: I love you. Never stop cuddle me.
My best friend: You're really awesome, please never think I hate you!

16. What are some places where you feel true joy in your life?
Bibliotek, samt vid skogar.

17. Where do you feel most yourself?
Around people I care about.

18. What were your favorite meals?
Honestly idk.

19. How did you calm yourself in times of stress?
Surprise surprise, I didn't! No but, I took deep breaths and just sat down? I don't panic easily, but when I do I really can't calm down :c

20. What are some compliments that you received that deeply affected you?
A lot, actually. All kinds of small compliments affect me deeply. But as an example, probably a new friend of mine that told me I was "really really cute and adorable".

21. Who are people that you believe are bringing out the best in you?
My Waifu and my best friend.

22. What items of clothing did you buy that felt the most you?
A black dress.

23. What are you excited about leaving behind in 2015?
All the pain and anxiety (even though I know neither of it is possible).

24. What are five things that you were hard on yourself about but would never have been hard on a friend if they were experiencing it?
Everything. And I'm not kidding, literally everything.

25. What are the best pieces of advice you heard this year?
I don't know... Take it easy? ;u;

26. What are the best pieces of advice you gave this year?
A lot, even though I doubt any of them were really good.

27. What things have you been putting off doing because you didn’t have time?
Too much.

28. What are some things you’d like to focus and work on in the next year?
Mainly my OCD and insomnia, I think.

29. What are the best parts of you that you feel really showed through this year?
How much I care for people and how sarcastic I am.

30. What are your biggest hopes for 2016?
Att allting kommer att bli bra - jag har mer kontroll på mig själv nu, så förhoppningsvis blir det bättre. Att det går bra för mig i skolan, och att det går bra för mig med mina kompisar. Jag hoppas helt enkelt att allt över lag kommer att bli bra.

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